Grandma's House!

Over the weekend we went to my parents in Fillmore to visit. It is so much fun to see my family. We took Kadee's pumpkin that she grew in the garden to let her carve it. On Friday all the cousins went to uncle Shane and aunt Kristy's for a Halloween party Kadee hated her costume hopefully she likes it more on Halloween.

Life Lately

I am sure for those who read our blog this may come as a surprise and to some it will not. After many weeks of meeting with my counselor she put me up to a little challenge and that was coming face to face with my depression. She wanted me to write to someone what life was like before, and how life is now. I really struggle with doing this but after much thought blogging it was going to be my way of sharing. Many of you have wonder where my blogging has been and this may shed some light.

Ever since I had Kadee in January life has been different, being a mom has been so much fun and I have enjoyed having Kadee part of my life. Thoughts in my head have been crazy and it was what I thought came with being a mom. After months of keeping everything in side I lost it one night at work. It was like having a huge zit that just kept getting bigger and bigger and all the sudden it broke. I began the process of getting help, because the life I new was not how life was suppose to be. In my head my baby had died many times I had planned her funeral to a T. That was life. I had not even told my husband of what was going on for fear I would be put in some type of institution which was something I did not want. I was afraid of losing Kadee. After some time away from work and with the help of meds and a great counselor I am the mom I have always wanted to be, and life is the way I was hoping it to be.

I have the best husband and family anyone could ever have. I love them so much. I have returned to work and life is getting back to how it should be. I look forward to the weekend away and visiting my family in Fillmore. Thanks babe for everything I love you!

Happy Birthday KODA!

Happy Birthday Koda! Our big boy turned 3 today, he just need to start acting like a three year old now. Koda has been so much fun to have in our family we love him. He can be a pain in the butt, but for the most part he is pretty entertaining. I hope he has a great birthday and many more to come.

Koda
He likes to sleep on his back
He loves going for rides in the car
He loves playing with Kadee, but goes outside as soon as she cries
He farts outloud and then leaves the room
He loves swimming in his pool
He loves getting flies in the window
He loves sleeping on the bed
He is spoiled rotten

KODA'S PRESENT IS A COW LEG



Koda just chillin in his chair camping~

Bear Lake

Daddy Wearing Kadee's Hat She Hated It!

Just chilllin

Last weekend we went to Bear Lake with John family. It was really nice to get away, and just relax. Kadee had a blast and loves being outside. She did pretty good in the lake as long as the water was not to cold. She is getting to be so much fun to hang out with I just really wish that I could be home more often with her. I am blessed to have such a great husband that takes good care of her. They are the best of friends.

SIX MONTHS!!!!

I can't believe that it has been six months since Kadee was born. She has grown so much and learned so many new and fun things. Kadee can sit up with no help and let me tell you she is little miss independent. She loves her food which you can really tell by how many rolls she has each one is super cute. She has started reaching for you to pick her up, and her voice she knows how to use it. Kadee daddy and mommy love you we are really glad that you are healthy and growing big.

Here are her STATS:

Weight: 18 lbs 2 oz
Height: 25 inches

We took Kadee for some new pictures here are a few of my favorite!

Getting BIG!

I cannot believe that Kadee is growing up so fast. The last week we have started her with baby food and she loves it, she just wishes I would give her the spoon and let her go to town. Her favorite fruit is a toss up between applesauce and bananas. Her vegetable choice is sweet potatoes, or peas. Not my favorite by any means they stink. The picture of Kadee & her dad is one of my favorite she is learning how to drink out of a cup. She thought it was so funny when the ice hit her lip she would freak out.

Camping!

This last weekend we went camping with my family it was a lot of fun. Sometimes it was like a zoo we have so many little babies in our family right now that if one was crying they all were crying. We killed a rattle snake and then the kids skinned it and cooked it up and ate it, they said it was good. I was not going to try it though. Here are some fun pictures from our weekend.